A Lonely September

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
Cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
And the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
Will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
We just can't seem to get it right

But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight (one more chance tonight)
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
We have nothing left to prove

Past time

Hi guys

Nothing much to talk about...
Anyways, i fell asleep in class during Ow's Lesson
I don't know why...
Cabot D&T... woooo
Mampos ngan Tay ah eh, butonye pemalas...
Geography class cancelled.. boo
After chem lesson, stalk Taufiq...
Then met Haizair and Boy kerenteng
(Ah Fidz, presentation macam sial... cakap macam bapok siam)
Banyak-banyak block, asal kat 721?
Went off to Ah Tong's SSC
Bunch of sec 3 students were there..
Played few games... 3 straight lose
Finally, came my fav. primary school jr.
Have a chat with him after my friends went back to school
For Night Study (Sorry guys, can't make it)

More ex-YPS students came down...
It's like reunion... Past time...
I'm not close to some of them
Daniel (My Jr.), Shazwan, Hanafi, Nizam, Yusri
The other 2, not sure about their names
Before match start, we played Half-court...
Damn that Muneer, whack the ball so hard...
I almost broke my toe....
Finally, match started....
Fcuk, Muneer almost hit Jackpot if the ball goes abit to my left
But, it hits my thigh instead
However, my thigh is in agony...
Real pain, but i love it...
No Pain, No Game...

I missed those time man.. seriously
Daniel, Shazwan, Arun and myself
Perfect team... i really want my soccer skills back...
I gotta go guys... talk more about my past time next time
Chaows peeps,
Hey Natty, thnks a lot for the book
You're my lifesaver for that day aje ah
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Vengeance

The Day That I Talk to Myself

Hi guys

It's been damn long time since i last post this blog...
I'm busy lately + My comp's Modem was crushed into pieces thanks to my brother
So that explains why i didn't update... :)

Woah today is one of a kind
Woke up as usual @ 6:45am
Blah Blah Blah

I missed my bus and I have to wait for my last bus to sch
My palms were sweating and i keep looking @ my watch
I've been latecoming for school lately, hehe :) (Hero)
As I alight for the bus, the door opens directly facing the Gate
The gate was closed (In my mind: Alamak! Fcuk!)
Luckily my sweet heroine, Gwen Stefani came and first ask me...

Gwen: Why late again ah?
Gwen: Bus late right? Bus fault la
Me: ??? (Smiled)

She read the excuse in my mind
Pledge-taking and National Anthem as usual...
Went straight to class..
Semue classmate muke steam (especially)
And aku pun buat ah
Blah Blah Blah

Proceed to next class for POA...
Haha, Haizair and Taufiq felt jubilant sia...
No POA lesson
The whole class gone mad (All screaming for joy!!)
I kept quiet....NOT!!
Skip Skip Skip

Went for recess with boy Kerenteng
Stupid Daniel..Pure Gay
I was queueing for food
He was behind me and he hold my hips
And he said "Hello Baby!"
Freaked out sia!
Almost punch him
Haha...idiot
I shout "Fuck you la Daniel!"
Eat Eat Eat

Head back to class
On the Way I talk to boy Kerenteng

Me: Jibai, 4 more mins to Hell!
Me: zzz, talking to wall

In class, I was doing some weird stretch and laughing
Everyone was having fun talking
Skali, Mrs Raj came from back door
Whole class turn fcuking silent
Silence is a scary sound
1 and a half hours of boredom
I was spinning my pencil after I copied what she wrote on screen
I kept myself quiet for her lesson
Then she said,"If you guys know that exams are coming,
you shouldn't be spinning things around"
I got froze after she said that and I know she hates me
"Don't pretend to write by holding a pencil which are not moving
And she gave me that sinister look...
I dare not to stare back
I always knew that she hates me
Few more mins till Hell lesson ends
i was doing part of the assignment she gave
She came towards my direction
My Mind: Fcuk Fcuk, please don't go near me
She went behind
My Mind: Phew, Heng ah
When i turn back, Jibai I got shocked sia
I jerk myself.. She was behind me the whole time
My writing hand trembling, can't write
Geetha saw the whole thing
Shyt Shyt Shyt

Finally school over
Gathered with Zair, Fiq, Fidz, Rafi
Waiting for Yul
I was talking to Rafi then i saw
Fiq and Zair punched Fidz
Looks Fun, i joined ah
Haha..Fidz best?
Head to M.A.I
Fiq's pants turns white

Met Niza annd we lepak
Sial.. Each time i talk, everytime
No one listen....
That's why guys i prefer to Emo
Hafidz was listening to what i was saying
But he don't respond
At least he heard me
Takpe Korang....
I'll Always Remember The Day that i Talk to Myself


21:13 on phone with Jay & Fiq
22:15 conversation with Mrs Raj


1) Besides your lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
Not really sure..
2) How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
Fresh
3) Who was the last person you took photo with?
Family
4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Don't know lah. Life screwed
5) Would you ever donate blood?
Certainly yes
6)Have you had a bestfriend who was an opposite sex?
Nope
7) Do you want someone dead?
Nope. I rather be dead
8) What does your last msg says?
2 years ago? Sec 2 eh..Haha
9)What are you thinking right now?
What i should do next
10)Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
Yes
11)What is the tyme you go to bed last night?
23:30
12)Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
My aunt bought for me for my birthday. I don't know
13)Is someone on your mind?
Haha..Natty is on my mind as always
14)Who was the last person texted you?
Natty
15)Tag 8 random people to do this survey!
1-Haizair
2-Hafidz
3-Nazirul
4-Hazel
5-Rafi
6-Jiayi
7-Taufiq
8-Natty

16) Who is no 2 having relationship with?
No one?
17) Is no 3 a male or female?
Male..
18) Say something about no 1.
Ssshk,"This is Captain HaPeace Speaking"

Sign off,
Vengeance

Freshmilk

Hi guys,

2 days never update blog (Hehe)
Or more i think
Hmm..Let's see what i did today
11pm+ came back to Singapore
Shyt, forgotten to bring camera
So no Pictures for this post
Had lots of fun during those 2 days

First thing i came back,
Dialled Haizair and Yuyul
Asked them out for a date
Then, only Haizair agree
Yuyul, no Hope -.-
But after reading your blog yul,
Now then I know why you can't make it V-.-V

Dozed off @ around 2am
Then, woke up @ 6am
Prepare all the shyt stuff
And met Haizair where we suppose to meet
As usual, first thing we do is laugh
Next, ape lagi? Jog ah
First, we planned to jog @ Yishun Park
But the plan didn't goes as what we had plan yesterday
And the plan change, so
We plan to make a new plan
Which is to jog to Taufiq's house and come back home
It seems far and it also seems near
Not sure actually
From Yishun to Sembawang
As we walked on the bridge,
There's a senior citizen couple brisk-walking
I scream out loud "Oi!" and Haizair dodge (Asal dodge?)
Early in the morning @ 7am

Btw Haizair, i noticed one idiot thing that we did just now
Before we start the jog (Nvm, ignore it)

Early in the morning got a lot of
Banglas
Mat motor
Senior Citizens

So, we talk and jog normally to our destination
Felt different jogging early in the morning
We saw dense mist around the houses
We smell the cooling breeze
We hear vehicles
We taste our sweat
We felt relieved
After we reach to our destination
Called Taufiq and told him to come down
Haizair and i took the lift
Suprisingly, Taufiq was just waiting outside for the lift
Haha, dengan muke tak mandi
Fcuk-in funny, with his reaction

Wait for him downstairs
Just as the lift open
I said something weird and Taufiq's sis stared at us
Haizair controlled his laughter
Eventually, he cannot tahan and burst it out

After awhile, Taufiq came down looking fresh
Fresh habis
Chat Chat Chat
Lepak Lepak Lepak

Went off to WaterPark
First time and where's the water?
Takpe fiq, kau panggil aku perompak
Takpe, aku ingat

After those bullshit
Haizair and i jog back home
"Kate nak sprint?"
Haha, had moderate fun
Went home, felt relief and also lethargy
I got my knees 'longgar'
But felt different
Had Breakfast and Goodnight

Sign Off,
Vengeance

Enthralling & Appalling

Hi guys,

I was doing some search on "Transformer"

Freaking awesome

I had nothing to do so just read through all the shit

Transformer started in 1984..

That's long and i bet the show during that time

The show was quite cock up (I think)

Just go to this Link

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Transformers_(animated_series)_characters

Whoever remembers all the characters name

I'll give you a treat... :)

To those Art Students out there

Try sketch StarScream!

Hmm...

I just wanna see how many people are going to watch

Transformer II: Revenge Of the Fallen

So, do the poll and name your fav character

On the taggboard

Haha, i was doing this quiz on Facebook!

Fcuk, i do it honestly

Imran completed the quiz "What tattoo should you have?" with the result Wings.
You have high expectations of yourself, either positive or negative, or a strong faith. Whether your wings are angelic, devilish, or anything else, everyone will know that you can take a little pain if it means something more in the end..

Haha, Wings are one of my Favourite things i like..
Haha, too bad i can't make a tattoo (confirm klakar)
Cos' it's against the religion

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Vengeance

Family Day

Hi guys,

Morning as usual, do those routines
Went for Friday Prayers with dad and brothers (Sorry Yul!)

Met Ahmad Spyke and Zul on the way back home

Change clothings and off we went to Suntec City with Family

After reaching to our destination,

Went for late lunch @ Burger King

Right after i exit from the main door,

Saw three guys wearing A7x shirt with their kit

And their The Rev's hairdo, kinda cool

But uhm... they're all fat (A7x Rocks)

We went to Carrefour to walk about

My rockin' mum was damn crazy
She danced in front of the crowd @ Carrefour

I dared her to press a car horn and she really did it

We run off to avoid dectection of being "The Culprits"

Then, mum brought me to G2000 (Hehe)

Bought Yami Yoghurt™ (My Favourite)

Head off to Singapore Flyer (Woohoo)

Fcuking overcrowd there, foreigners + local
Then finally we got on board on this flight

Try adding the letter "X" after the number 7

It was fcuking weird, my brothers also spot it
The flyer thing was so slow....

But got some majestic sceneries once you're @ the top

And on top of that it was fun

Here are some pictures we took

Just after we exit from the ride

Warmness On The Soul song was being played

Fcuk, really weird day

All like related to A7x

We just hang around the souvenir shop

We bought some food from Popeyes

After that went straight back home!

Hungry and ate the food

Till Here

Natty can't wait to meet you next Thurs

You give me the timing can?

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Vengeance

Sock-er Day

Hi guys,

Merujuk kepada perkara yang di atas, saya ingin menceritakan tentang apa yang terjadi pada pagi tadi.

Woke up early @ 4:50am, have some snacks
As usual, took a shower and have light warm-up (light?)
Prepare gears for soccer match
Met Haizair under his block @ 7:20am
First thing when i saw him, i laughed (For no reason)
Head towards the Golden Village by foot
Btw, Zair remember the long queue of old folks?
Met Taufiq and i did the same thing when i met Haizair
(Again for no reason)
Then, head straight to the field
We're punctual, damn punctual
After a few hours of waiting
We finally start the game, and i realised that my boot koyak
Our team is the first to kick off
Played Left wing but i was weak, fcuking weak
Stamina last for like 30 mins, subtitute with Azrul
Uhm not sure about the score for 1st half but i remembered
Taufiq and Haizair scored
Dammit, i have not pushed myself enough to the limit
Need to work more on my stamina
(Semue Teammates tak kesian kan aku sia...)
(I get the least touches of ball)
(Right-back dorang sampai dah malas nak mark aku)
Good thing i can slack, but i still suck
I went for a rest for like 10 mins i think
The moment i entered the field i heard Faizal's voice
Saying: Watcha! (As he cleared the ball away)
Acap was laughing non-stop..
10 seconds after i sat down, the 1st-Half had just ended
So headback to our restroom (Multi-Storey Carpark)
Talk awhile about the 1st-Half
Have a drink for thirst quenching

Peeep Peeep (Hafidz blows the whistle) Joking :)
And the 2nd-Half starts, this time
There's a slight changed on the formation
Hehe, i played Right-Wing this time,
My stamina had recovered
And there we go: Game On

Few minutes after the match starts,
I knew that this thing would happen to me
First my right leg, around my calves and the thigh muscles,
Were badly cramp
I took a rest and laid in the middle of the field and yul came to save me
Btw, Qi Xiang stole my chances to score! But nvm..
I'm freaking useless and i always prone to injuries for every match
Without fail, i repeat WITHOUT FAIL!
Nevermind with that, i can bear the pain
Hehe, the one that i clearly remembered is when i scored!
LOL (No comment)
My first Goal of the Season (Cock Sia)
Thanks Bazlee for assisting me (Hehe)
That's the time when my left leg got in agony
Fcuking hurts, i repeat FCUKING HURTS
Worst cramp ever!
Btw, check out my soccer boot

The *NEW* Customize +F5 Adidas Soccer Boot









Once you wear this boot, you can fly cos' there's wing on the heel

Final score is 8-5
GOOD JOB guys! We made a good team (Except for me)
Not sure who scored but
Go to this link below for more information
http://bahasayuyul.blogspot.com/

After the match, everyone was dragging their foot to change
As they were lethargy
Instead of going home, i follow them (Naz,Bazz,Zal,Zair,Fiq,Fidz)
To NorthPoint for lunch
I don't take my lunch cos' "Mak Aku Masak Ah!"
However, i wait for them
Nothing to do, so msg HER ah
Hehe.. :)

Went home after that, took shower
Bla Bla Bla
Chat with Shark and HER
Talk Talk Talk
Mum needs my help for cooking so i help ah
We cooked pasta with spaghetti sauce (Yummy)
Cook Cook Cook
And we made chocolate pudding
(Siape nak queue luar rumah aku eh!)
Aku jual $1/cup! (Kidding)

Till Here
Sorry About the Cancellation of Our Date
Sorry 7x
Love you Natty! :)
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Vengeance